Ollie - Broken Down

Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down

I'm feelin' broken, like no one hears a single word I've ever spoken
And all these voices in my head are now awoken
Why is it that everything I touch just starts erodin'?
Fuck it, no that ain't true
Tell me it's all a lie
Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I die
Tell me whatever happened to it doesn't hurt to try
Why do I feel pain for simply bein' alive?
Every day I'm confused, every day is a fight
Fallin' deeper with time, I'm slowly losin' the light
Really wish I was normal, not fakin' I'm alright
I really wish I was normal, not fakin' I'm alright
Sit alone in my room, just barely gettin' along
Sometimes I start to question who would care if I was gone
Maybe only my family, dad, brother, and mom
While I'm still alive and breathin' someone prove to me I'm wrong

Broken down
Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now (hopeless now), I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down

Why does this feel like a confession?
Like I've let somebody down for strugglin' with depression
How can I save me from myself? My own mind is a weapon
That I battle every day while starin' at my reflection
I keep all of this hid (probably why it builds up)
Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
But I push it away, sometimes my life is too much
And that don't make any sense, but somehow writin' it does
I'm growin' weak in my body, think I got no one to trust
So what's the point in me tryin' when tryin's leaving me stuck?
Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same?
Why do I keep on breakin' down over and over again?
Start to wonder to myself if this is ever gon' end
Is this ever gon' end? Cause I'm-

Broken down (broken), I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell (constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
Broken down (broken), I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell (constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down